If I write it in my blog, I have to do it, right? Well, I also said a few months ago that I was going to bike up Karen’s hill sometime this year, and I don’t think that’s going to be happening…I am too darn…(use your imagination and fill in the blank)…to haul myself up that hill on a bike! But this is serious…next year (unless my husband is out of work or something), I’m going to be a lot more careful about the work-for-hire jobs I take on.
I’m not going to say what the project is in case the editor would happen to be reading my blog, but this is supposed to be fun. And it’s not fun. I’m resenting every minute this project is taking me away from my “real” writing. It pays well, though. In fact, it’ll pay for my cleaning service for the next year and a half. But I didn’t take it for the money. I took it because…I’m still in that you’ll-really-pay-me-to-write-something-for-you? fog that I can’t seem to break out of. When I’m offered an assignment, I usually look at it from an hourly wage standpoint. If it pays $50-100/hour, I take it. But I think I need to ask myself what am I really getting out of this? Would my time be better spent on my own projects so I get more of my own books out there? (BTW, Wendy, if you’re reading this…I’m still more than happy to do Boxcar Children books!!! Those ARE fun…and they’re not work-for-hire…)
What I HAVE gotten out of doing all this work-for-hire, though, is peace of mind that if I ever find myself in a position where I need to support the family, I probably could do it.